| | To myself,
Everyday, it's the same routine if not, only a bit different. I wake up to the bright Sun shining it's rays through my window and through my shades. I toss and turn trying to hide from it, just like I try to hide from everything else. Is it really worth it? Does waking up really mean anything? Can I really accomplish something today? Does going to work, class or going out make any difference in my life? Do I deserve to do any of the things I own right now? Have I honestly worked hard to get what I have today? Do I deserve to keep living my life the way I am now? I forget how the world is so twisted, so corrupt, that everything is inevitable. "There's no such thing as a coincidence this world, there's only the inevitability of events." My favorite quote of all time, coming from a cartoon. How can something so trivial be so important and make such an impact on my life? As depressing as this rant may sound, it's truly how I feel though. May not be good for my health, may not be good for a lot of reasons, but if you don't feel like this at least once in your life, can you really say you've lived your life to the fullest and experienced everything? I've been through a lot in my opinion, to some others, it's nothing, to others, it's been like Hell. Sadness, happiness, joy, cheer, depression, lazy, sleepy, tired, suicidal, energetic, hyper, talkative, shy, grumpy, angry, pissed, irritated, annoyed, confused, accomplished, calm, peaceful, alone, scared, and many more. Only some of the feelings I've experienced in my life so far. How many more will I encounter in this life of mine? Will I come across anymore? Will I get a chance? Will there be a chance? Who knows... life is unpredictable, I may live to see tomorrow, but can I still say that if I die instead? Can't really explain how I feel right now, but that's all I have to say to myself. Good day, good evening, and good bye, this is it for now.
Sincerely,
Michael |
| | Posted 11/16/2007 1:47 AM - 10 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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